It's November!!!!

Okay ..I fell off the Chocolate wagon onto my butt last night. Hey. At least I'm being honest and not hiding behind it right? Okay...I'll take my flogging now. No, that's tomorrow at Carl's! I did get myself up and after I made sure The Kid made it to her classroom I booked it home and tried to find some clothes to wear to Bikram. I had another first today!! I was able to get into the Fixed Firm Pose today!It's taken a whole 4 months to get to this point. My knees were a little nervous on the way down..and I literally slid into position before I had a chance to really think about it. It was a little almost like "WHOA...I'm here....Umm...where do I put my arms again?" Getting up out of the position is harder than getting into position. I guess I'll be working on that tomorrow after Carl's. I'm a little scared of the scale after falling off the wagon and now I'm dragging myself back on it. I realized this morning that it's NOVEMBER now. Where is the time going?? I love this month because to me..besides my birthday..it means fall is officially here and winter is coming. Turkey day and Christmas!!! Wow...It's a little scary seeing how I've been at this for 4 months now. Hopefully tomorrow I will have hit at least 20 lbs lost. I wish it was more...but I have two more months to work on it. My first goal was to get to 180-170ish by February...and I think with any luck..and a whole lot of patience I'll get there. I just know...life without Bikram Yoga seriously scares me. Talk to you tomorrow.