14 ounces.....3-6-11

Not a good day. My lower back hurt today in class. I was thinking in my head today in class...asking myself..."What are you stressing about?" I have no answer. It should have been fun. Isabel was teaching today and I love listening to her voice as she tells us what to do next. I had 9 hours sleep. 9 HOURS!! I don't know when the last time THAT happened. I think I'm going to aim for 7 hours tonight. It's almost like I either have too much or too little sleep. I haven't found that good number yet. I didn't even feel like attempting Toe today. I acquired my Camel..but it didn't seem quite all there today. I think we have reached the middle of the 60 day challenge. I have missed 4 days out of the past 3 weeks...I hope it's 3 weeks. I just know it's almost like Groundhog day for me...Get up..get dressed...give The Kid some cereal and juice and turn on the TV for her. Now she's checking my bag before I leave.." Do you have your coconut water mommy?" I get home..and either make lunch or do some quiet chores until Ray gets up. I know this is a challenge for a reason..and I guess I'm in that frustrated realm of it. This morning I couldn't see myself in the mirror. Another person came in late and was in my direct way. Maybe that was the problem.  I know it'll get better...I just got to keep looking in the mirror everyday and take a deep inhale and breath. Talk to y'all tomorrow.