Evening thoughts...

Well....It's the end of the 60 day challenge at Yoga. I wasn't as faithful to the Torture Chamber as I should have..but I think I did learn some interesting things about myself. Today I was told by two teachers that it is time for me to move up to the 2nd row. Sometimes my confidence is really good. I know I can rock that 2nd row....and then there are days like today...when I don't want to move past the last row. I don't feel good enough to be in the 2nd row. Some days my right foot comes over my head in Standing Bow...and then there are days where its a struggle to stay balanced. People have told me that they see changes in me..I still see the same person who started this months ago. When I first started this...I would feel good after class...now its a whole other feeling. I guess last July it was about losing weight...now it's about maintaining my sanity..keeping my body in check..and feeling better about myself. For a while I worried that yoga on weekends would upset my daughter...instead of spending my morning making breakfast..I was working on myself at the studio. The other day I asked her if she minded mornings without me...and she said no....and could I please go 6 days because that would be awesome. I didn't expect that answer at all. My entire family is so on board with my yoga that it surprises even me. I have support for what I practice. When I don't go..it seems like everyone can tell. All of this comes to such a surprise to me. I don't know why. I guess those are my weird evening thoughts...time to go to sleep. Another day of getting the kid up early and me taking off to yoga.